Surgery today at 6:30. At the hospital by 2-ish. Fasting by 12:30. Slightly nervous, had lots of strange dreams last night.
Neither Ben nor I slept well. I woke up in the middle of the night with a sore throat and worried they would cancel surgery.
Called hospital today to see if Ben can stay with me overnight, and yes he can - but "why do you need your husband?". Grrr. Because he loves me and wants to stay with me in the hospital, even just for one night, and even in an uncomfortable chair or sleeping on the floor.
My mom is with Eden. At first Eden wanted to "come with me" to the hospital. But I think she understands that I'm going to get my tummy fixed, because it didn't feel well. And that she gets to color and sing songs and play and watch movies with Savta. Hope that goes well.
At least some respite from the religion discussion. Apparently I've got a big chip on my shoulder when it comes to religion - well duh! Its been there for at least 15 years, I'm glad someone noticed it!
Faith in God, faith in doctors and modern medicine. Faith in private hospitals, and faith in life. A will to live and persevere.
And looking forward to 2 weeks off from work.
Then - here come the in-laws!
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